Idk

So I never know how to start these things but I want to start doing things like this. About a month ago at my church a gentleman stopped me and told me he felt he was supposed to tell me that I have a voice and I need to use it, that I have something important to say. Also that I need to do what is needed to get there. That Moses had to part the Red Sea in order to step through it.

I believe you need to go through the hard things to make the good that much better. You see this last year has definitely been one of the hardest for me personally. Like I lost my cousin a year ago to suicide, he actually passed away on Christmas Day. He was definitely one of my favorite family members and always made sure that I felt seen. I miss him deeply, I felt so alone this summer with that and losing a job that I loved(most days) over a false accusation. I hated people so much for it. I wanted to tell everyone what that person did. I know who did it, even if it’s supposed to be “anonymous” (she didn’t make it too hard), it was seriously one of the worst years. (2015 was pretty bad as well for reasons like this). There were days I didn’t eat anything, I let it fester. When I gave it up to God it felt like it went better. I have a job, but like it is literally paycheck to paycheck. I want one that can help me so much more. If you know any company in the music industry that is hiring, I have my Bachelor degree in Music business.